PlEASE help.. this was a first. And now I don't know what to say or think..?? :(?

if u didnt go all the way,den u won ne way.it sound like u wasnt truly ready n the bacc of ur mind,since u knew wat was up.move on,u c his actions after n he actin like a jerk & it didnt even happen,wat u think wouldve happened if u did go all the way?...& if u realii did,picc urself up & move on neway